Let’s say you live by a great, abundant, life-giving ocean, though at a very primitive time in history, and so you are very, very hungry. And let’s further say, that you’re given a choice: a wading pond full of fish or fishing lessons; enough fish to last you for several weeks, or the skills to tap an unlimited supply. Which would you choose?
Ah-ha.
But, what if learning to fish meant multiple solo attempts to test out your new skills, during which you’d likely feel anxious, uncertain, and a little confused? And that while your instructor would never be far, doting over you like a mother does a young child, you’d forget this, and sometimes feel all alone. Would you still choose the lessons?
Oh, re-a-l-l-y?
Can you see me, now?
The Universe
To say that I am scared towards the next leg of my journey – I am. I have been staring at this screen for about an hour now. Reading, looking, and re-reading. Trying to find another “maybe” hidden meaning. Looking, wondering, what am I missing. But the message I think came at the RIGHT time, in the RIGHT format and well, yeah. One would expect a certain amount of fear.
Not the type of fear you are thinking of, no – fear in the sense of it is challenging me. I am not going to go into lengthy discussions on the above – may it be for you what it needs to be.
For me – I am ready, and it is ok trying all over and being scared, but in the end I am learning MORE, becoming more… And that, I am proud of.
