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It’s the “things” you love most, Shuveny, the “things” that are dearest to you, that you too often allow to define you.

Which explains the sometimes-insufferable pain caused by their loss.

A wholly avoidable pain.

Ahhh… so hey, now you know.

You deserve to be happy, always -The Universe

 

Dear Universe,

How apt your quote is right now? But allow me to, respond, if I may… With, as always, the greatest respect, towards your wisdom.

Having walked away from a conversation, with time constraints, and that humanoid that just never stops talking… well, see – “things”, I am not attached to people, as strange as this may be for some to read. I am proud of my beautiful child, and blessed to have her, however I know, she was only born through me, I am to guide as best I can, and hopefully in the end, will have some positive things for her to look back on. In hope, as I said. Nor am I tied to material items, however a tad on the very sentimental side, so, the place where something has come from, hold the “value” for me, not the item.

I don’t think, ever in my young life have I been defined by “things”. Nope, can’t say that I have. Nor by another human. My worth is NOT determined by what I have next to me, whom it may be, or what they can bring to the table. Because if that be true, I think I would fallen apart over many a person that walked out.

Your next part, dear universe… “Which explains the sometimes-insufferable pain caused by their loss – A wholly avoidable pain…”

I see your bread-crumbs Universe, Source, God/dess and I am following. Maybe the pain is there to have me ready for something much bigger, more important than I have ever thought possible… maybe it is to be the light, the beacon in the lives of those that purr, and of course, meow. Maybe, the path is changing, and I have been refusing to embrace it. Wasting precious time on people that did not deserve it (how dare I say that… I do!  As it is true!), where my focus should have been on the “things” right in front of me.

And I know what you are doing Universe, you are teaching me to reach a point where it does not hurt, that the pain is pure love. And love is the only “thing” that matters.

I think that when I say, it cracks me open to be more… so much more, I do not realise the truth behind the words. Just be patient universe, I am on my way, and will reach the lesson in due time.

Don’t give up on me yet.

 

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